Afraid of Living
I'm afraid of living.
Living a great life with everything,
getting close to friends,
having great stuffs,
knowing to a person well.
I'm afraid that at a certain point,
it will all be gone,
and all that's left is disappointments.
I'm afraid to get to know a person well.
I'm just scared that I might find out things
that I wouldn't want to know.
Then I'll get disappointed.
I'm scared of being close to people.
I'm scared that if I get very close to them,
at some point,
life happens and they'll leave.
Then I will be this being;
alone and disappointed.
I'm afraid of living,
Cause I'm afraid of losing.
nic w.